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| 03:24pm 30/11/2004 |
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mood:  Oh WoW
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I haven't written in this thing for so long! I need to give alyssa that thing so she can change my background. She said that when I write in this thing that I sound like an emo kid. I'm not really sure what she means by that, and I dont know if it's good or bad...
I have had the most CrAzY week ever! My Goodness ..
I'm sick of my background. I hate the color purple.
CAMI * HEEEEEY! haha I LoOoOoVe You!! =D |
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| 01:43pm 21/11/2004 |
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mood:  *SiGh*
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I am quite worn out. I'm gonna go make me a BIG brownie with ice cream and hershey's syrup and go watch the Grinch. I'll probably fall asleep, and then I'm going to church round 6:00. My life is turning upside-down. Can't wait til everything gets better again. =D Whitney came to church this morning and that made me very happy! haha ok..bye.
by the way, thank you cami and katelyn for being there for me these past few weeks. i love you girls so much. |
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| 05:35pm 18/11/2004 |
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*Disappointment takes you. Then the doubt, it Breaks you.
It's enough to make you Cry.
Always looking for a Sign, Miracles wont Change your Mind
Tell me how much Evidence you need
Turning Truth into a Lie, Hardened Heart and Blinded Eye
All you need to do is just Believe.*
God makes everything alright .. if you let Him.
I Need To Get Out Of Here .. Cant Wait Til Next Week .. Going To Florida .. Finally, A Break From All This. |
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| 09:23pm 16/11/2004 |
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mood:  ...
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*The wind is moving
But I am standing still
A life of pages
Waiting to be filled
A heart that's hopeful
A head that's full of dreams
But this becoming
Is harder than it seems
Feels like I'm
Looking for a reason
Roamin' through the night to find
My place in this world
My place in this world
Not a lot to lean on
I need your light to help me find
My place in this world
My place in this world
If there are millions
Down on their knees
Among the many
Can you still hear me
Hear me asking
Where do I belong?
Is there a vision
That I can call my own?
Show me, I'm
Looking for a reason
Roamin' through the night to find
My place in this world
My place in this world
Not a lot to lean on
I need your light to help me find
My place in this world
My place in this world* |
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| ALL MY ROUDY FRIENZ ARE HERE FOR MONDAY NIGHT! |
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| 08:53pm 15/11/2004 |
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mood: i need chocolate
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Oh Yes, it's that time again. MONDAY NIGHT FOOTBALL!
So today was like one of the WORST days i have ever experienced. Hopefully tomorrow will be better. Isn't that wishful thinking.
Ohhhh Man ... |
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| 06:58pm 13/11/2004 |
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mood: ..loosing you..
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It's about 7:00 and nobody is on AIM. My friends are all gone, so I have nobody to talk to. I'm very worried about something .. makes me very sad .. i need a good cry .. *sIgH* .. I guess I'll do some homework.
i need coffee .. a lot of coffee.
i need brandon too .. a lot of brandon. lol |
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| TiMe FoR bEd |
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| 09:43pm 12/11/2004 |
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mood: i love you brandon
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Ok .. my dad is watching Blue Collar Comedy Tour and man, he is laughing HYSTERICALLY! Haha he's such a weirdo.
I just got back from the POLAR EXPRESS!!! Ahhh, i LoVe Christmas time. The movie was wonderfully adorable. I am sooo buying it when it comes out on DVD. Yes Yes .. oh! and i saw BRITTANY ANDREWS there!! Gah I miss that girl. I gave her a huge hug lol
Alyssa has really cool hair now! It's like, the darkest shade of navy you could possibly have, with a white streak on the side of the front, and a blue and white triangle in the bottom back. She can pull off any hair color. Not...Fair
Bunny brought these pics from 6th grade. WOW .. we all looked sooo young! Of course, it was our pre-makeup days...lol And there were pics of us at PaRtAyS and at the park and stuff! And alyssa was wearing this purple cami w/ rhinestones on it in one pic...and the cool thing is...i had that exact same shirt cuz we bought them together...but the even cooler thing was...i was WEARING that cami under my black sweater TODAY!!!! Hahahaha I've had this thing since 6 grade and im STILL wearin it! Im too cool.
Dang im TiReD!!! im gonna go to sleeep now. Good Night Yaw!
Whitney Ann I love you girl!! <33
Brandon .. I still cant find the heartbeat. HAHA I LOVE YOU!!!!!!! |
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| 07:12pm 09/11/2004 |
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mood:  Miracles Do Happen
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*May you experience the love of Christ, though it is so great you will never fully understand it. Then you will be filled with the fullness of life and power that comes from God* -Ephesians 3:19
God is so awesome. =D |
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| I Heart Sundays |
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| 01:49pm 07/11/2004 |
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mood:  Sundays are peaceful
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Last night was wonderful! Brandon came over and we went out to eat at On The Border! Yummy! He bought me a boquet of DAISIES ((which I have always wanted)) and a really cute long-sleeved button-up collared shirt from AE. It's white w/ little flowers. It's reeeaaally cute! Then we went shopping and it was a lot of fun. We saw kasey and her salsburry (sp?) friends, and Justin and Anthony and Sonny and Dane and Madison and this other guy and this other guy. It was F-U-N! So now I'm officially 15 and tomorrow is my very last day of drivers ed. I wanna get my permit on Tuesday, but my parents probly won't be cool enough to do that. So I might have to wait a few days until it's convinient for them.
Right now I'm waiting for Amelia to come over. She has to clean a little bit, and then she'll be right over.
I went to Brandon's house a minute ago to get something...and he was in these gray sweatpants and under armor (sp? again) It was funny because I have never seen him dress like that before. lol
...I miss Kasey...I haven't talked to her in a lil while. But I think she's coming to church with Cami on wednesday night...so I'll get to see her!! =D
It's a gorgeous day, so i'm going to go outside. I think I'll go read. i got this book from Alyssa and it looks pretty good. She and Ausu switch books with each other...and they have to most interesting looking books I've ever seen.
I wanna rake leaves in a pile and jump in them. Haven't done that in a while, man.
I CANT WAIT TIL CHRISTMAS!!! =D =D =D =D
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I Love You So Much Brandon!! ;D |
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| My BiRtHdAy |
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| 02:43pm 06/11/2004 |
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mood:  word to all
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fundamentals46: HAPPY BIRTHDAY COURTNEY!!!!
SunRiseGirlie89: happy 15th courtney!!!
d RR ty s0u TH: HAPPPPPPPPPPPPY BIIIRTHDAY!
ausiZZle yO: dearest courtney i looooove you and i hope you have a magnifical birthday :-D
kaseynicole008: happy birthday my dear
Thank you guys =D Yaw are awsum and I love every one of ya!!
Tennis Party was FuUuUuNnNnN! I got a cute little tennis racket to put on my letter jacket! haha |
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| 10:13am 06/11/2004 |
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mood:  the leaves are falling!
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Cleaning wasn't that bad .. except there was soooo much freaking tobacco! GrOsS!
Thanx for singing to me Cami! hahaha I loved it. You're a doll!
2 hours to kill .. what should i do .. ? |
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| 08:36am 06/11/2004 |
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mood:  what a funny word
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Wow .. not even 9:00 and I'm up. I'm gettin ready to go clean the Footbal Stadium w/ the Tennis Team. If you went to the game last night and you made a mess or threw trash somewhere besides the trashcan .. then I generally despise you. haha nah .. but I hope you know that you just made my job a lot harder! lol
Thank you Alyssa and Whitney and Ausu for the "happy birthdays"
And thank you Sarah for the card and AE gift card!
It's a GoRgEoUs day outside man!! |
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| 06:08pm 05/11/2004 |
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mood: I Heart Christmas!!!!
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I finally got ungrounded!!!! Hooray! lol
Tomorrow is my BIRTHDAY and im gonna be 15! I can get my permit as early as next Tuesday, but I probly wont get it until like thursdayish. lol I have had a rather wonderful week. Last Saturday we had that PaRtAy at Kate's .. and that was TONZ of f-u-n! Then we were out of school Tuesday, and Monday night Alyssa and Ausu spent the night at my house! And that was some awesome stuff right there! Zack and his cool friends decided to play ding dong ditch on us at 9:00pm..when it was dark..making it very very scary. lol ((It wasnt a cat)) Then we went to the mall on tuesday, and I came home and started DRIVING for drivers ed!! Wednesday night we had church which is always niiice. Thursday was Thursday...I think I hung out with my dad that night. And today we're at Friday .. I screwed around in 1st and 2nd periods, went BOWLING in 3rd, and played outside in 4th .. Went driving, came home, and now Im here!
Tomorrow the tennis team is cleaning the football stadium at freaking 9:00 in the freaking morning. Grrrr! Then we're havin a tennis PaRtAy .. and then Im going out to eat at On The Border with my parents and Brandon, and then I'm going shopping with Brandon afterwards, so he can buy me a bunch of really pretty stuff!! ((Haha .. nah im jk .. but that would be cool, huh?))
I'm gonna attempt to burn a mixed CD .. I have no freaking clue what the heck Im doing.
Today, Alyssa wore this, like, velvety jacket thing...and she looked very pretty in it. I was like "Wow" She is very pretty. It is not fair.
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Going to sing and dance around like a crazy mother .. :D Care to join?!
Brandon I LOVE YOU!!! |
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| 04:34pm 29/10/2004 |
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mood: bout to hav me sum FUN
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The weekend! The weekend! The weekend!
I'm going to see THE GRUDGE in 2 hours and 7 minutes! I'm on the tellyphone with Amelia right now! She's telling me a very interesting story right now. Tomorrow I am going to baby-sit this really really adorable little boy!! haha
Again .. nothing interesting to say .. lol
Going to watch FULL HOUSE now!
Byee! |
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| 02:58pm 28/10/2004 |
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mood:  stressed
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I went bowling today in health class! It was kinda fun actually. Me and Whitney and Adam bowled together..but we didn't know how to keep score, so I pretended I won. We talked to the guy at the counter for most of the time. He was really funny.
Last night, on our way home from church, we got pulled over by a cop. The fact that it was really dark outside was a little freaky, but it was sorta cool because I've never had that happen to me before. Our tag was expired, and we have to pay a $125 fine, just for that. That...is crazy.
I'm hoping to go see The Grudge tomorrow night =D I'm excited! I've heard it was really scary.
Tomorrow will be interesting. In speech and debate, we're giving speeches..and Alyssa has this hideously ugly yet kinda cool outfit that looks like it's from the dumpsters of the 1920's. Hahaha Good luck with that thing alyssa ;)
Ausizzle Yo .. What do you want to do one Tuesday? Alyssa suggested we go to the mall and try on everything that we would never buy. That sounds like a great plan to me! haha talk to me when yaw decide what's going on!
Ok..Mrs Andersen..is totally phsyco. This girl bumped into her leg today and she was all like "that causes me a lot of pain becuz those nerves go into my back where i had surgery, and i know you can't see it, but i have tears on my face." Then this girl sprayed this body spray stuff..and mrs. andersen goes "do NOT do that! i have asthma and that greatly effects it! i may even have to turn on the fans now! ((there are exactly 10 of those plastic portable fans throughout her room))
Aight homework time! Byee |
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| 05:40pm 26/10/2004 |
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mood: blah
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Wow I have a lot of homework. I wish I had something interesting to put in here. Unfortunatly I don't. I really wanna go mow the yard right now, you have no idea.
Where did the sun go? I dont like this cloudy day thing goin on. Im gonna attempt to load my pictures onto this computer..i hope it works.
I say Brittany and Jon at Starbucks on Sunday night. Man i miss that girl so freaking much!! =( I love you Brittany!!! lol
hmm..
ok well i tried..but my life sorts sucks today. lol
Back to the HOMEWORK!
Bye |
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| 12:26am 24/10/2004 |
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mood:  scared
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.. 12:26 .. i am so tired but i cant sleep. i have no idea why im writing this, it's not like i have anything to say.
If I ever hear a chainsaw again...it will be way too soon.
great now im freaked out.
.. im out of here .. |
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| Girls Just Wanna Have Fun |
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| 05:27pm 23/10/2004 |
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mood: happy
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OMG Man last night was so much fun!! Me and Kate and Kasey and Cami had a Moo-Off! We MOOed to a bunch of tunes to a ton of songs..it was hilarious! Then we went to the Movie store with McNugget, NickelBack, and MooMoo. Kasey got sum action with the 11-year-olds! We went home and we watched the Texas Chainsaw Massacre and Cabin Fever. We screamed like mofo's!! And we ate popcorn and had hot chocolate and a LOT of candy! Then once we finished watching the scary movies...we went for a walk...at 2:00am!!! We went thru the woods and walked thru a neighborhood and down dark roads and it was awesome! Then we came back and went to BED! We woke up today at 12:00, and went to a Coffee place and then went to Bear Rock Cafe. I shared a sandwhich with Cami and Cheescake. Kate and Kasey had a baked potato and Mac 'n Cheese! We saw Tony there too! And me and cami looked like CRAP because we had no makeup on and we didnt brush our hair or nething. Then we walked back and a lot of people were honking at us and yelling at us. It was...weird. And we almost got hit by a car because he was speeding and turned into Food Lion reeaaally fast and his tires went "SCREEEEEEECH" and he honked at us and we jumped like crazy and ran for our lives! haha That was so much fun! I havent had a sleepover in a long time! I like hangin with my girls! =D
Now i have to go make a clay model of something for english class. |
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| 05:20pm 22/10/2004 |
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mood:  annoyed
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To Whom It May Concern ((You know who you are)),
I know you're mad but I have no idea why because you wont freaking tell me. You never talk to me anymore except for your occasional sarcastic comments. You may think I'm Satan and that I have completely ruined your whole life, but I have feelings too. And I am sick of all your crap. I just wanna let this go and go back to being friends like we were, but obviously you're holding onto something that is making that quite impossible. So until you can learn to let it go, or atleast talk to me and tell me whats going on, just leave me the hell alone!!!
Alyssa you're comments are so funny. That's what I look forward to every day when I wake up. haha Dad threw away the mustard shirt, yes our deck is gone *tear*, and you're the bestest ever!! love you!! |
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| FRIDAY! |
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| 03:07pm 22/10/2004 |
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mood:  mischievous
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It's Finally the weekend! YAY!
There are men outside..they were here when i got home..and they are taking my deck away..they're ripping it off of the back of my house and taking it away! ((this is a good thing because i think my deck it u-g-l-y))
I think I'm going to Cami's tonight! How much fun will that be?! Like TONZ! Brandon is gone all weekend :( but i guess that's ok because i have cami tonight, and a HUGE english project to keep me occupied the rest of the weekend.
((I hope we get to watch a scary movie tonight and maybe get in trouble or atleast do something W-I-L-D))
"Joooooy. Pain. Sunshiiine. Rain." <<yaw know that song right? they just played it on ellen degeneres. My dad said he doesn't know what to think about ellen. He said he can't quite get past the lesbian part of her. hahahaha Her show is hilarious though. My dad seriously reminds me of Bob Sagget (i think?) The guy who plays Danny on Full House, and he used to be the host of AFV. Well..my dad is exactly like him, just without the TV personality. hahaha
Alyssa I missed you in school today, and I would've invited u to spend the night but i didnt get your messages until 9:30. Im sorry =( i love you!!!!
!!!!HAVE A VERY HAPPY WEEKEND!!!! |
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